another part of me.

We found love in a hopeless place.

2011-12-26T16:02:00.000+08:00

It's the way I'm feeling I just can't denyBut I've gotta let it go

merry belated xmas!

& a happy new year!

I hope the world won't end in 2012.

You took my love, it feels like you did it for fun.

2011-12-05T20:24:00.005+08:00

I'm letting you know what's up, and if you don't know, play by the rules.

Or baby, you get cut, I talked so much, you took my love, fuck!

You took my love, I thought I was the only one

You took my love, it feels like you did it for fun

You took my love, but my heart keeps telling me you're the one

You took my love, took my love~

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x'mas in 20 days time. 2011 is coming to an end.

july.

2011-07-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

I'm one of those girls, who always acts happy and puts on a smile to cover-up the hurt and misery going on inside.

I need music and retail therapy.

2011-05-31T20:24:00.003+08:00

tuesday.

down with coughs. I realized my body is prone to having comman coughs.

but it's not too bad, maybe cos i've been feeding myself constantly with cough syrup.

it's the last day of may!

yesterday was my birthday. had a great time with anne,st,jeremy and chongren at sarang.
korean cuisine♥, only me and st appreciate their food though.:/

sunday was working, saturday was out for dinner and movie(dylan dog), last friday night was at bugis for st's birthday.

to do list:

1)retail therapy
2)movieeees- X-men & something borrowed

oh and i feel like going overseas for holidays!:(
want to go thailand so badly

alright, that's all for now.

p.s: thanks anne and st for my pressies!

I realized who's true to me and who's not.

If time is all i have, i wasted all on you.

2011-05-24T21:48:00.003+08:00

tuesday.

so many months now.
thinking for the impossible to happen.

i hate myself for doing that.

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flings.♥

wonder why we bother with love, if it never last.

It's friday, friday.

2011-05-20T19:14:00.004+08:00

friday.

unproductive day.

practically rot my whole day.
no dates no nothing.

den, i came online, watched a few videos, and suddenly remember this dear old blog of mine.
so, here i am! did a lil revamping of the blog by changing my header photo.

i still remember before i rant my complains on twitter, i used to rant on my blog.
now i'm being distracted by twitter.tweeet!

i'm sick of my hair. i need to do something about it.

10 more days to my birthday, not really feeling very excited about it. what's worth to celebrate about getting older? the older you get the more pressure you have. burdens getting heavier each year. (okay i can't help but to be slightly pessimistic over here)

i wanna keep things simple this year. no point being exxagerating.

and upon typing halfway, i just realized something; i am actually typing a real proper post after so many months of short and vague post over here! thunder applause*.

past couple of days i'm addicted listening to in the dark by dev and last friday night by katy perry!
the lyrics is like literally stuck in my head and replaying every single minutes.

life is getting boring. what can i do about it? will someone please add some colours? it's as discoloured as this blog is.

don't talk about relationships, those jerks makes me who i am today.

i think- that's all for today.

p.s: lemme run my own world.

may.:)

2011-05-18T22:42:00.002+08:00

wedesday.

sorry for neglecting my blog.

lazy!

just type a couple of sentences to show my existence over here.

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Jerks makes me who I am today.

FML

2011-03-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfml

fuck fuck fuck!

Happy valentine's day!

2011-02-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥

新年快乐！

2011-02-03T13:45:00.002+08:00

wish everyone a happy chinese new year!!!!!!!!!:)

I like to sleep all day, and party all night.

2011-01-19T20:17:00.002+08:00

I ♥ to sleep so much nowadays.

and i miss hanging out at night.

happy new year! it's 01012011!

2011-01-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

saturday.

happy new year everyone!

i'm gonna be 19 this year. old liao.:(

anw let's throw the past away and hope 2011 will be a better year!:)

to-do-list:

complete my 1000 words actual report.
dye my hair.

明知我爱你- 龚芝怡

2010-12-23T12:28:00.004+08:00

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
放弃你忘记你只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
但为何到如今我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你假装不在意
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

Some photos up.finally.

2010-12-21T11:29:00.006+08:00

tuesday.

i'm back with some photos!

last friday went out with michele and meiyu at town.:)

michele, meiyu, and me!

meiyu and me.[i really love this photo.]

my classic expression.

me love moolahs! wish i was holding onto a $1000 note instead.

basically that's all for now.

i'm done with xmas presents.

Sick.

2010-12-08T18:35:00.003+08:00

wedesday.

down with slight flu.

blocked nose.

good news recently:

i got a new phone!

bad news is:

within a week i sent it for repair.-.-

think i won't be updating much.

kinda busy and lazy.

Vex.

2010-11-26T23:33:00.004+08:00

friday.

my desktop was down a few days ago.

luckily now got replaced with a new one!

i miss blogging here.

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i'm torn between making decisions.

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life's the same as usual.

school,work,hanging out with friends.

and eat.eat and eat!

wah,jialat. money decrease but fats increase.

but i just can't resist food.:(

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that's all for now.

please please let me get a new phone soon.

it's been a long time.

2010-11-10T15:59:00.002+08:00

wedesday.

it's been a long time since i last update.
i do apologize for being neglectful.

but anw,
too much things happened.
and i've lost tracks of those events.

hmmm...

recently there's been a lot of slashing cases going on.
downtown east and bukit panjang.tsk tsk.
it seems like all the gangs are re-activating themselves.

whatever the case is,
i'm just gonna pray hard that nothing bad will happen around me and my friends.

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i must prevent myself from being late for school!
like seriously i've no idea why i just can't get up in time.

lazy mood.:x

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that's all for now.

20/10/2010

2010-10-20T20:28:00.003+08:00

wednesday.

today is yet again another special day!

20102010.

so must create a post to prove that i've live thru this date.:)

today in school,

me, meiyu, michele and yenting hit the gyms!

but workout for only 1 hour.

didn't get to run the treading mill cos i wore pumps.:(

next week i die die will also wear track shoes.

i need to burn off my tummy and organs fats!!!!!!!!!

had dinner just now,
and it feels like all the calories i burnt in that one hour came back again.:x

sigh.

my xiao mei mei photos! hahaha.

2010-10-19T21:55:00.008+08:00

i fucking swear this doesn't looks like me,at all.

tuesday,

just thought i should share these photos.
as i was browsing through all my past photos...
i laughed at some, i felt disgusted at some.

i looked so xiao mei mei last time!

and when i was sweet 16.
i experimented with make-up.

so all my photos are kinda... fake.
you have no idea how many guys i cheated in friendster back then.
some thought i was some chiobu or what but turns out that i'm just a ordinary girl.

and now?

my photos are either haggard, un-glam, or makeup-less.
i dun bother anymore.
that's who i am.

lols.

you SHOULD be happier. so why aren't you?

2010-10-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

saturday.

i thought you should be happier, after i left.
how come you're still feeling down and emo-ing?

the past has already passed.

what's done is done.

it's over.

look at how many of your friends,
standing by,
waiting for you to come back,
and cheering you up!

don't be a disappointment anymore.

i'm so so sorry.

2010-10-11T19:12:00.002+08:00

monday.

monday blues?

i guess so.

and the reason why it have to end that way...
i asked for it.

who else can i blame?

initially i was angry with him.

i was sad,i was hurt.

cos he broke his promises of not hurting me.
he promised to love me and take care of me forever.

forever.

and i knew there's no such thing as forever.

yet i choose to believe still.

i shouldn't have.

after a while i start to reflect how i treat him.

i was too rough, too harsh.
and i do things in a way he don't like i guess?

and any guy won't like their gf to treat them this way.

he was so good to me.

i'm so sorry.

really regret.

but i don't expect him to still be together with me.

cos anw after all he's not happy being with me, force also no use.

i just want him to be happy.

i hope he can find the happiness he want someday!

i'm sure he will.

the person is definitely not me.

p.s: goodbye my almost lover.
thanks for everything.

10.10.10

2010-10-10T14:47:00.000+08:00

sunday.

just thought i should publish a post this very special day.

10.10.10!

cool.

but it's just a normal typical day to me.

what's wrong with you?

2010-10-03T00:05:00.001+08:00

sunday.

guys are assholes.

if you don't love him, he'll try to win you.
if you do love him, he leaves.

the past reflects on the present and future.

2010-09-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

monday.

kinda lazy to blog!

exams coming upppppppp.

just feel like writing something here for now.

alright till here.:)

a new love journey.

2010-08-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

friday.

starting date: 14/08/10.

how long can we last,is how perfect we determine this relationship to be.

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"One Step At A Time"

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

You lost me.

2010-08-08T15:08:00.004+08:00

sunday.

i wish i was working today instead of idling at home.
i need money badly for next month~

anw,a lil updates.

yesterday activities:

went flea market @ supperclub.

had dinner with the others at centre point "waraku". tomato ramen is ♥.:)

catch the movie "SALT". it's awesome and fantastic!

home sweet home.

friday activities:

went school for national day celebration.

hang around town with 2 crazies michele and meiyu.

spent lotsa money on food.

shop in forever 21 but came out empty handed.[resisting temptation and unnecessary spending's.]

home sweet home.

practically all the other days were spent at school and home.

kay,thats all.

p.s:if i was a rich girl.

i didn't forget you, i just don't remember you. ;)

2010-07-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

monday.

there's no monday blue at school today.
we had tons of joy and laughters in school.:)
♥

when life let you down,dun let yourself down.
when there's a hundred reasons for you to cry,there's a thousands reasons for you to smile.

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p.s:i didn't forget you,i just don't remember you.

emotional love.

2010-07-18T00:42:00.002+08:00

sunday.

i seriously think that guys are more emotional about relationships and love than girls nowadays.

just look at some of their facebook statuses.

deja vu?

2010-07-17T00:54:00.001+08:00

saturday.

experienced deja vu.

swollen eyelid.uggggggh:(

2010-07-14T08:54:00.003+08:00

wednesday

just when i thought my flu is recovering and my cough is about to go,
there comes my swollen eye lid.

my left eyelid is swollen and damn red!!!!!!!!wtf.
must be either due to the contact len or my eye liner.

i'm gonna see doctor later and take mc.

seriously why why why?!so unlucky.

now my left eye looks so damn disgusting,small,teary and puffy.

i wonder will i be able to attend school tml for swimming?
sigh.

god please let me get well soon...:(

p.s:i still miss you,sometimes.

Please.let.me.stop.coughing!

2010-07-12T18:20:00.003+08:00

monday.

for god's sake,when can i stop coughing?!
stop coughing stop coughing!

uggggggggggh.

some updates,

yesterday night went to watch "despicable me" with victor.
i love the 3 lil girls,margo, edith, and agnes!they're super cute.
and i love the way Dr gru tells their bedtime stories to them,
and the story he wrote for them.
:)

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there's a couple of movies i wanna watch but not up yet.

gaaaaaah please let me get well soon.

房祖名 & 龚芝怡 ♥ 最好的我 ♥

2010-07-10T19:55:00.003+08:00

房祖名/&龚芝怡 - 最好的我/

作词：房祖名/、小寒

作曲：龚芝怡

编曲：黄韵仁、龚芝怡

▓ 李泽昊

我不在乎什么天长地久

我只在乎你想不想要拥有

一颗真心和温暖的手

在身後陪你微笑或泪流

我不在乎你下次回来待多久

我只在乎这心动前所未有

我不会走 Coz I Love You So

想给你最好的我, 就算只是朋友

还想和你做朋友

想念 your big brown eyes

可爱的 lips I wanna kiss

I miss 想一直牵着你的手

但我还年轻心不定又能怎么办

Boy 有什么话开不了口

No worries 我只是用脑想过头

拥有了又想自由自由又想拥有

等待着空逛着有话别保留

他们说刮风的时候

你总选择要一个人颤抖

Guess You'll Never Know

Coz I'll Never Show

为了谁你不自由

我不在乎什么天长地久

我只在乎你想不想要拥有

一颗真心和温暖的手

在身後陪你微笑或泪流

我不在乎你下次回来待多久

我只在乎这心动前所未有

我不会走 Coz I Love You So

想给你最好的我/ 就算只是朋友

信不过别人把你追走

也信不过自己暂时把你拥有

你低头喝着酒别只顾喝着酒

做朋友是保护你最坏也是最好的藉口

我明白要你爱是荒谬的要求

我明白有些默契我必须要遵守

只是你眼眸走漏了一种

BABY BABY 想爱不能爱的哀愁

Hey 好久不见重记得你钟意听

不如不见记得以前和你分享我的担心

烦恼还有我的骄傲

但现在我们之间却变得越来越有礼貌

When we broke up

你的朋友一定拍手说好

现在你身边的他们大概都不喜欢我

但是我还是我我还一样地活

The reason why 我决定离开

There is Only One Reason

Why Coz I know you deserve better and more

没了我大家信不过的那个星座

你一定要好好生活别想太多

为什么我写了这首歌只想用心对你说

I love you and I still do I love you now

But It is just in a different way if I may

Hey Be sure I know you used to love me more (appreciate)

But now as a friend

我知道当我离开世界的那一天

你一定会流泪在我的照片前面

and I do the same

now coz I watch you man

coz you have always be like my family to me

这不是秘密

但是你身边仍没有几多人知

流过的泪说过的话仍在我心中

虽然已经失去你

以后如果在街上碰到你和你心爱的那个谁

不后退我会微笑带礼貌地欣然面对

.....

我不在乎你下次回来待多久

我只在乎这心动前所未有

我不会走 Coz I Love You So

想给你最好的我/ 就算只是朋友

我不在乎什么天长地久

我只在乎你想不想要拥有

一颗真心和温暖的手

在身後陪你微笑或泪流

我不在乎你下次回来待多久

我只在乎这心动前所未有

我不会走 Coz I Love You So

想给你最好的我/ 就算只是朋友

down with flu and cough,again.

2010-07-09T10:13:00.003+08:00

friday.

lessons starts at 1.30 today!

yours truly is down with flu and coughs.:( sniffs!
idiotic weather.

& my thumb bleed unknowingly yesterday?
it still hurts a lil today.

i missed out wearing polo ytd too.
uggh shit me.
all cos i didn't check my timetable.

school's not that bad now.
at least we manage to get some seats at the food court.:)

this weekend is gonna be a stay-home saturday and sunday.

that's all for now.

Yucks.

2010-07-05T18:46:00.003+08:00

monday.

back to school!

today i realize that cck campus is not as good as it sounds and seems.

the bloody escalator is not working.

the lift is damn fucking slow.and packed.

they make it in sucha inconvenient way.

OVER POPULATED.

we have to clear our own plates and cups in food court?![which nobody did.thus leaving behind a huge mess]-.-

too many students alocated at the same time for lunch.cause congestion and over crowded.

idiotic tap card system.

so little dustbin around.

stupid timetable.

that video was fake.cheat our feelings.

there're more but for now i can only think of these.

i miss clementi.:(
got direct bus there.
got nice eateries nearby!
i miss the school food.
i miss mr prata.:(
boohoo.

even thou it's small and old but i'm happy and contented.
at least the time table is good.

i can't imagine what will our lunch time be like for the rest of our school term...
eat macdonald at lot 1?
or buy cup noodles from 7 eleven and sit at some corner eat?
take away from school food court and slack elsewhere to eat?
or bring home food?!
uggggggggh damn pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!
D:

i really really wonder how the residents at teck whye live on...
no kopitian nearby.
how they going to eat if nobody's cooking?!
& no free football to watch.lols

that's all for now.

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p.s:i hate idiots who don't know their standard and limit.
you idiots defeat the purpose of the invention of mirrors.

Ended

2010-07-04T01:33:00.007+08:00

sunday.

like how it was started,it was how it was ended.
a sudden yet peaceful one.

we have done anything we could to salvage this relationship...
perhaps we didn't work hard enough...

i still love you,
but we can never be the same again...

thanks for everything.
we may not be together as couples but we're still together as friends.

Hmmmm.

2010-06-28T19:18:00.004+08:00

monday.

maybe i shouldn't hang on to it anymore.
since things are not the same as before.

different thinking,different goals,different schedule,different objectives,
everything is so different.
could never work out.
it's all one sided things all along.

keep thinking that things will gonna be ok soon
but i was wrong.
it's all just my foolish thinking.
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ok,enough.
i should update bout life.

last few weeks spent hanging out with friends.
watched movies=>killers,karate kid,nightmare on elm street.
went shopping,went jb,eating,doing projects,played pool.

yay pay coming sooooooooon.
hope it'll come earlier.

my hp damn cui sia.
i wanna get a new phone.:(

currently prepaid low.uggggggh.

long time neva go swimming.:(
miss swimming.

long time neva go cycling as well.:(

one more week of hols!

next weeek start school at cck.

i'm looking forward to try all the food at cck!
yummy yummy!

alright,stop here for now...

2 more weeks of hols.

2010-06-23T00:56:00.003+08:00

wednesday.

2 more weeks of hols!
i've yet to do any meaningful things except eating,shopping,sleeping,& working.
actually hor,eating, shopping,sleeping and working also sort of meaningful right?hmmm.

i'm gonna come up with a to-do-list with my sweetie.
[thou i doubt he'll be able to do those things with me...]
nvm,if i can't get to do with him,i can do with my girls!:D

alright,gotta catch some sleep now.

p.s:happy 10th months.:)

Start thinking of what i should NOT buy instead of what i want to buy.

2010-06-19T01:46:00.003+08:00

saturday.

yay nth on today.
today shall be a stay home saturday!
sleep till~someone ask me out.which i doubt today will anybody do so.

anw going out last few days made me spend lotsa money!!!!!!
pay day faster come can?

p.s:hey you.yes you.i ♥ you.

How to stop spending when there's sales everywhere?

2010-06-12T00:34:00.003+08:00

saturday.

going to sleep soon,
but before that,jus a short post.:)

i went shopping with anne!

bought stuffs but not as much as her.:x

i really wanna stop buying,
but,
how can i resist when there's so many sales around??!!!!!!
it's so irresistible!!!

and later on will be another shopping trip again.
it's like my money keep floating off to those stores.lols

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holidays are finally here!
me ♥ hols.:)

but couldn't get to work more days.:(

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alright,thats all for now.

:O

2010-06-02T23:48:00.003+08:00

wedesday.

i think my this blog looks kinda dead.

lazy and busy to blog these days.

i'm soooo looking forward to hols.

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current mood: i feel like eating chocolate sundae and watching happy tree friends!!!!
& IMHVVVM♥!

sighs.

exams and test ya all really sucks don't ya?

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p.s:D-Y-M-M-A-M-A-I-M-Y?

Awsome!sch later:D

2010-04-26T00:13:00.004+08:00

monday.

going to school in less than 12 hours time.
i'm quite looking forward to it.:)

my weekends was so boring.
work only~
schooling is still the best.

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there's camp on thurs and fri!i wonder how'll it be like.

i haven started doing my article draft yet.like how sia?
i actually bought a newspaper today[sunday] but i left it at the toliet.forget to take.
when i remembered,it's GONE.wth wasted sia.:(
[whoever who took my newspaper,good for you,you jus won yourself $0.90 worth of newspaper.]

and is there progress test on BEV unit 1?
haven study for tat also.lols

&&&,
mdm seet never fails to write love letters for us every week uh?
jus look at the way she spam our inbox.

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alright,tats all for now.

Happy 8th month!:D

2010-04-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

thursday.

1st of all,
happy 8th month anniversary to me and my dearest!♥♥♥

omg time really files huh.

may our ♥ last as long as possible!:)

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2nd week of school.
enjoying every single seconds of my life over there.
thou i get sleepy and tired and restless at the end of the day but it's worth uh.

i'm worrying bout my OFA.
dun think i can manage tat very well.

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i wanna watch kick ass, IP man 2,and iron man 2!!!!!!!!
friends faster jio me go watch leh~!
i'm waiting for you all to msg me.

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yawns,8am again tml.

alright,tats all for now.

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p.s:our love was a miracle.

Back!

2010-04-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

monday.

alright,i decided to come back and revive my public blog.
i won't do any catch up.

will think of what to blog.

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i ♥ QB.:)
nice classmates over there.

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tats all for now.

Sighs.

2010-03-09T00:33:00.003+08:00

tuesday.

jus heard tat mr ng tc,beatty's math hod jus passed away.
god bless him.

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Did you honestly think that this is all it takes?
To be my boyfriend, can't you hear my heart break?
Cant you tell how your silence is making me feel?
When your always away even though your right here

Everytime that I try to discuss whats going on,
Everytime that you don't want to tell me what is wrong

Feels like I keep giving all to you,
But I never get anything back,

All I hear is my echo, echo, echo,
Echo, echo, echo,
Echo, echo, echo, oh oh

Im running out of very bad things to say, umm,
I dont wanna give up but this not ok

Everytime that your turning youre back to me in bed,
Everytime that I can't figure out whats in your head

Feels like I keep giving all to you,
But I never get anything back

All I hear is my echo, echo, echo,
Echo, echo, echo,
Echo, echo, echo, oh oh

All I hear is my echo, echo, echo,
Echo, echo, echo,
Echo, echo, echo, oh oh

Why dont you put all your cards on the table?
Can't read your mind Im just not able,
To keep a smile when it feels like your letting go,
Dont wanna keep on tossing and turning,
In my bed because my heart is churning,
For a sign that Im really not on my own

.
love this song for now.
especially the chorus part.
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recently caught a movie 'being human'
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I FEEL LIKE PLAYING L4D2!!!!!!!!!!

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ok,that's all for now.

Photos!

2010-02-18T15:29:00.012+08:00

p.s: sorry for the poor quality of images.

:D

2010-02-16T23:47:00.003+08:00

tuesday

i had a great valentine's day all thanks to my dearest and jeremy and suting!!!!!!!!!!
love them to bits!:)

i work from 10 to 5 at rh that day with maria.
reach home and had a shower while waiting for dearest to come my house.
we slacked awhile before proceeding to his mom's workplace.
den we went off to have dinner nearby and help his mom buy food.
den passed back his mom's food and we went off to orchard.
cos suppose to meet jeremy and st there after their movie.
wanna catch a movie at cine but it's either sold out or it's too late.
so proceed to have supper at pastamania.
[can you believe it?we ate 2 meals within 2 hours time!lols]
den slacked awhile at cine.
very sian,so we went outta there to wheelock place.
slack at starbucks.
jeremy and st finally came out of their moviee!!!!!!
den we sat on a taxi and jeremy bought us to a place.

is it jurong hill view? ok,i forgetwhatisthename but it should be something similar.
whatever.
anw the scenery there rocks!
am gonna upload some pics when i got time.
and some pics are inside dearest hp.
so 4 of us slack at there, talk and drink, people-watching.
damn super nice luh!
slack at there til 3am+
den cabbed home.

the next day went relative's house bai nian and get ang baos.
very boring.there's nth much to write.
all i did ytd was eat,eat,and eat all the goodies non-stop.
especially prawns rolls and ba gua.
my fave!!!!

reach home at around 11pm plus.

watch tv and sleep!

and so today i went to work.

that's all for now.

p.s:6th month anniversary approaching soon!:)

Yaaaaaaay cny+valentine's!

2010-02-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

sunday.

woohoo!
happy cny and valentine's day to everyone out there!

weeeeeeeeeee

but my sickening cough is still there.:(
faster go away,i wanna eat my cny goodies.
especially prawn rolls.

p.s:our 1st valentine's day.i ♥ you!:)

Humph!

2010-02-11T14:06:00.004+08:00

thursday.

am suppose to meet dearest to go shopping @ vivo.
but now is already 2.07pm and he hasn't call me.
probably still sleeping,that piglet.
i can imagine him sleeping soundly and i don't feel like calling him to wake him up.
but i have to,or else i'll rot at home all day long today.so maybe later i'll call him.

so now,
a very boring and hungry me have no choice but to online.

maybe i should jus take a short nap later.
cos i woke up quite early in the morning and hiao my wardrobe to decide what to wear today.

BORING!
uggh!
i dunno what to do.

and today is already 11 feb and i haven think of what to get on valentine's day.
maybe i should jus tie myself with a huge ribbon bow and present to him.lols -.-
and what should i write on valentine's day card?

Recently...

2010-02-10T10:48:00.003+08:00

wedesday.

am suppose to work from 12 to 8pm today but linda appiled for MC,
so i gotta work from 2pm til 10pm.
lols i woke up so early today.

so which is why i'm here,typing all this now.

i'm getting better, thou my coughs are still there.
there's lotsa stuffs which i feel like eating but can't.:(

anw,
yesterday night after work met up with qj and shop around far east.
she got her dress and heels.

the day before,
met up with anne and st and walk around plaza sing.
ate dinner over there.
bought a couple of novels.

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omg i damn love low kay hwa novels can?
and i finish reading "i believe you" within a day.lols.
now i'm looking forward to read "to forget you" but it's at anne's there.
so i gotta wait til she finish reading it.
[anne faster read finish!!!!!!!!]

i'm so going to get "lilith" soon.
been wanting to read that ever since it's published.haha
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i need to get a new bag and new shoes soon.
but..... T_T

and i haven trim/do my hair yet.
looks like i need to trim/do it after cny.

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another 16 more days to my next pay!!!!!!!!
faster faster come!
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i hate adult fare.

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that's all for now.

Sicccccccck!!!!!!!

2010-02-07T11:48:00.003+08:00

sunday

keep wanting to blog but hasn't got the time to do so.
workholic for the past few days!
thus fall sick.

why do i keep falling sick?:(

today finally off.

now no one's at home except meeeeee.
and i'm very hungry.:(
i need foood!

cny/valentine's day coming soon.
not really in the cny mood thou.
i'm more looking forward to spend time with my dearest.
what should i buy for him for valentine's day?hmmm

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i'm beginning to dread going to work everyday...
facing those customers and the same old enviroment.
feel like changing job soon.

aiya sian.

but past few days i met a couple of interesting customers.
a lady called gina who claimed thats she's very rich and tell lotsa stories which i find it abit unbelievable.
there're more but i forgotton bout it.

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please let me get well soon.

Updates!

2010-01-30T11:21:00.003+08:00

saturday.

welcome me to business service management @ clementi!
i wonder how'll my life be like over there.

this few days spam working and hanging out.
on 27-off day so met up with anne and went nyp cos she wanna appeal.
ate at the koufu there.it's cheaper than the usual price.

on 28-morning shift,after work met up with andrea.
do a lil shopping.bought some clothes.[again!]
went to find qj as well.

on 29-met up with my dearest ls,
den st,jeremy,and james.
went to catch the movie universal soldier.
very gory.

got my pay already!yaaay
money=shopping!:D
MUAHAHA.:b

tats all for now

Sigh.

2010-01-27T00:53:00.002+08:00

wedesday.

worries!
worrying bout ___.
i really hope everything'll be fine soon.
there's a limit to what i can do.

eversince i know,
i've been thinking,trying to find ways to help ___ out.
and how much should i ___.

UGGH!
so vex.

i got a to-do list tat i'll post up soon.
to remind me how any thing's i've not do,and i MUST do.

Randomly

2010-01-20T15:14:00.003+08:00

wedesday

i need money

i need to do my nails

i need to trim my hair

i need to tidy up my closet

i need to reopen my blogshop to clear my junks

i need to eat soon

i need to get a new liquid eye liner

i want more money

i want to do medicure and pedicure

i wannna trim my hair

i wanna get a new perfume

i wanna reopen my blogshop

i wanna get a new liquid eyeliner

i wanna eat

i wanna got for retail therapy

i wanna meet up with him soon

i miss fish spa

i miss beatty's canteen food

i miss some teachers

i miss some of my classmates

i miss wearing contact lens

i miss clubbing

i miss eating FA cookies

i miss him

:)

2010-01-17T10:35:00.003+08:00

sunday.

i realize i hasn't been updating on my public blog.
anw i'm too busy.
busy working.

the 1st day of this week was happening!
got back result.
am utterly disappointed but sort of expected it.
i feel so sorry for myself.
but what to do?life still goes on.
so afterwards went kfc had lunch,and discuss bout what course to take.
my form A only says 'welcome to higher nitec',as in only stated ite courses so i only got those to choose from.
i thought 2010 will be better,so maybe regardless of what,it'll be better!
but i still hope there's a chance for me to go poly thou.
but i doubt so for now, given by my atrocious results...

still,i love all my friends,especially my bf for being there and support me throughtout the whole 'o' level period.
thou i cmi but at least i've tried.

tuesday onwards,work all the way!
usual gathering with anne they on wedesday,
and last night again.
it's always joy and laughters with them.:)

my health are deteriorating.
jus recovered from my flu,and now there's this sickening eye infection.
-.-

alright,end here for now.

new blog!

2009-12-31T00:41:00.000+08:00

hello ladies and gentleman!

i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!

decided to start afresh on a new blog.

let's put the past behind us shall we?

2009 sucks pretty much for me and i'll love to look forward to 2010.

so from next year onwards this shall be my public blog!!!!!!!

i'll write everything bout next year.

shoo 2009,off you go!